I just need to let some things out. I’ve been too strong today, I never thought I could be capable of holding back so many tears in just one day. I never thought you could go thru a day without talking to me so easily while for me it’s been torture. You know how I get when I don’t get to talk to you but yes, you knew that bit you still let it pass. It hurts so much that all these things are like some preamble. Preamble for a fallout? I hope not. It seems to me that I’m the one left again, I know we’re not even together so it wouldn’t be like you left me. Oh whatever, why am I even being affected so much, knowing we’re not even together. As I type these words, some part of me feels a lot better. Yes, that’s all. I really do find comfort in text posts.
We don’t pick who we fall in love with. Things happen in the most unexpected ways. I just wish things would fall into place already. This is just so hard.
Kinailangan ko lang ipost to dito kasi di na pwede sa iba. Ayun, wala ng mas nostalgic pa dito. Grabe. Sakto, di ko akalain ngayon sasakto sakin to. Wahahaha. Pero baka pseudo emotions na naman to. Sana hindi. Hahahaha. Chareng. Sana magmeet na kung ano dapat magmeet, soon. Para matahimik na, chos, or may I say, para makuntento na din tayo, ano? Katulad nga ng sabi sa kanta “Are we too late, am I too soon?” Panget yung ganon e. Di dapat palaging ganon. Dapat makuha na yung tamang timing para makita mo yung shooting star. Hahaha. Gusto ko na tong kanta dati pa, ngayon lang sumakto. Hahahaha. Ayun lang. Tama na ang moda! SHOOTING STAR!
Sa kadahilanang palagi akong naglolong na panuorin lang yung stars. Ewan ko, may impluwensya na din dun ang pagkaattach ko sa stars. Hahahaha. Sana sa susunod na magstargazing ako, kasama ko na yung taong talagang para sa’kin, ewan, pangarap ko kasi yun e. Palagi ko pang dinodrowing yun nun at gumagawa ng mga tula tungkol lang sa panunuod ng stars. Haaay. I’ll be patient, di naman ako nagmamadali e. :3
